After a week of dousing myself with painkillers, meds and all forms of supplements; I think I'm on the road to recovery now. 

Alas, the week before finals is just not the time to fall sick. 

But then again, I just don't even care anymore. I don't quite know why either. 

I've just stopped trying to live up to everyone else's standards, or do the things they expect or predict of me. Because frankly, I'm just too caught up in everything else to care.