Friday, October 3, 2014

Friday, October 3, 2014
As people tend to say it, "Good things come and go" (like bad things). 

Like the life of a university student, it won't last forever. Those deadlines will one day be replaced by deadlines that are likened to putting your necks on the line. I will appreciate my last few years as a university student. 

Waking up in the mornings with sleep still etched into central parts of your eyes, stumbling (literally) into the kitchen and trying to fix something quick for an on-the-go meal. Parking in uni is a common nightmare shared by many students. The early bird gets the worm, that's how it always is. 

Morning traffic sees me uttering a prayer along the way. 15 minutes is usually never enough. On good days, I get a comfortable spot; on not so good days, I get an awkward spot. But all days are okay days. Then comes the 15 minutes of cardio that accompanies my classes. As if 8am classes aren't enough, right? 15 minutes of alert walking, surreptitious glancing over shoulders and running (which hasn't occurred just yet) til I get to the "safe zone". 

The adrenaline wears off once you hit your building and you're breathing immensely heavily when you enter your classroom. Be it an interesting or boring class, you'll never feel that 8am classes are worth waking up to, except on Fridays - because 9.30am is a great way to end the academic week. Yayyy! (Unfortunately), I find myself having a purposeless class at 2.30pm. 

So while I whine and complain about how my uni schedule has played out, I must also note that this is nothing compared to how it will be. Walking in Malaysian heat is still something I find along the lines of "whatever-ngehhhhh", but I must be grateful that it isn't raining cats and dogs and my car isn't submerged in the torrential rain puddles. 

Good, good. My weekend is just beginning, but the workload is also just starting. Yeeeeha. 
Have a great weekend everyone!

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Thursday, October 2, 2014
How did love get so hard?

When talks shimmy over to relationships, i have plenty to say on the matter. 

It isn't easy. Love itself isn't going to keep you happy, solve your problems, pay your bills and keep a family together. It takes effort. 

What if someone cared too much and the other person didn't care enough? What if someone wanted more than the other had to offer? Where it's not a crime to be on either side, it also means that the both aren't meant to be together during that period of time, no? 

Not to mention the scale of hurt a person has to go through. Would it be worth it? It's better to find out if it's worth it to pursue it early in the relationship than years down the line. Things will be inevitably more harder to put off then. 

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Wednesday, October 1, 2014
How long will it be before I decide that you're no good for me, once and for all. 
I don't need unnecessary incidences in my life. I feel it's tragic enough to accommodate myself. How much room can I allow you to wreck destruction and havoc however you want? 

You may think it's okay. But it isn't, not to me. 

And thus, I feel I shouldn't limit myself to you. 
Intrinsic Ponderings © 2014