i'll never get you. this torrid affair. you string them on and you crash their hopes. 

it's really chilly out here in LA, i've only landed two days ago and i'm struggling to get into the shower without freezing my ass off in between. i'll never be one of those still out and about in shorts and tees. sorry i'm vulgar. it's 4.02am and i can't sleep. 

if you're wondering if i'm equally screwed in the States, i am *insert cynical laugh*. i just want to keep so busy i won't have room to think. this wifi kills me for constantly disconnecting. 

Visited H&M for the first time yesterday, i died within. now i've just got to remember to keep my socks on all the time. it sucks when you're trying desperately to keep your metabolism rate running double high to burn the amount of food you're taking in. 

ack. i fail to see logic in ranting now. i'm exhausted, but i can't sleep. sleepy, but i can't dream. at least i don't want to. 

it's tough love when you care for someone who's only concerned about themselves.  chauvinistic ass.