i swear i blog too much today. gonna go on a coffee run later and see if i can liberate myself from my self-imposed imprisonment. 

i cannot and must not be weak; i should not give in to temptations. it's a disappointment. 

what we can't have, we covet; what we already have, we ask for more. 

too much journalism notes can kill a person's brain cells. but when you're in a house with a fighter, an actor and a dysfunctional liar - you'll learn from them as well. 

for all the things i can't say out here.